max somewhere : planning concert outfits

this is where the now goes to die


JULY

Paddled...

On a kayak around Cherry Beach and the Toronto Islands.

Listened to...

Right Back! by KARLEE GIRL

Read...

The Humans by Matt Haig

Regretted all...

The summers I've lost to the tides of time. The sirens can have them. I'll sail far and cherish the ones I have left.

Taking photos of...

20260725_182805 a path leading to the toronto book garden


JUNE

Was...

On a sailing tour at Lake Ontario with my girlfriend for her birthday.

Listened to...

Damage by The Band Camino

Read...

Protest signs at the Trans March. My personal favourite: 'Gender is Garbage' held up by a tween.

Thought about...

The tiny boxes we try to cram ourselves in and how most people don't realize that they can just step out. stretch their limbs. live a little.

Snapped a photo of...

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this giant skeleton at a gaming cafe


MAY

Got...

A free tattoo of Alita on my left forearm! Done by the same artist who did my dragon.

Listened to...

When The Lavender Blooms by The Paper Kites

Read...

The setlist for a concert I attended. The Paper Kites: If You Go There, I Hope You Find It.

Wondered if...

I should ghost some people for a while and how greatly it would improve my mental health if I do.

Snapped a photo of...

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alita enjoying the breeze on a car ride


APRIL

Went to...

The movie theatre to watch two concert movies: BTS' Arirang in Goyang and One Ok Rock's Detox at Nissan.

Listened to...

True Love by Christine and The Queens

Read...

Basic D&D rules in preparation for my first game. It was a 2 hour long one shot and I enjoyed it.

Wondered if...

I'll ever master recognizing the difference between gender envy and attraction.

Snapped a photo of...

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forbidden fruit at the mall (i cant have dairy)


MARCH

Was paid to...

Be at a Cardi B concert and managed to watch the second half mostly uninterrupted.

Listened to...

Riptide by Beartooth

Read...

The Chrysalids by John Wyndham
Bald by Tereza Čechová and Štěpánka Jislová
Mockingjay by Suzanne Collins
Juliette or, the Ghosts Return in the Spring by Camille Jourdy

Confused about...

Whether I like facial hair on myself or not. Still unsure.

Snapped a photo of...

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my new dragon tattoo mid session


FEBRUARY

Checked out...

A queer market that's held at a local queer community centre every month.

Listened to...

Live, You're Gonna Die by Vista Kicks

Read...

Seoul Before Sunrise by Samir Dahmani
How Could You by Ren Strapp
The Pairing by Casey McQuistion
The Book of Doors by Gareth Brown

Agonized over...

How I'll break the news to my girlfriend that her favourite zoo animal passed away. Rest in peace, Kiko the giraffe. You are loved.

Snapped a photo of...

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an empty scotiabank arena


JANUARY

Celebrated...

Winning the Ticketmaster war for BTS Arirang World Tour concert tickets.

Listened to...

Converse High by BTS

Read...

The Midnight Library by Matt Haig

Reflected on...

The happiness my teenage self would feel upon seeing the person I am now and becoming.

Snapped a photo of...

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my girlfriend and i's matching purple nails